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Aug. 14th, 2012

raven

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So close... just a little bit more, and I will have what I need.  One day at a time...

I can do this.

Aug. 10th, 2012

raven

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Sweet Gods of Khem, Eire, and the bleak north... you have been so good to me lately.  I am grateful as I stand upon this precipice...

Give me the strength to do what I must, the will to earn what I need, and help me find ways to make the ends meet for the tight month ahead.

I will not forget those who aid me in my hour of need.

Apr. 30th, 2012

raven

Evolution

It's taken a year of talking about it.  It's taken me battling the shadows of my soul and deciding to be more than what I was.  It's taken battles with my personal fears, and remembering that the past is in the past...

And it's taken me understanding that love and affection shared do not diminish the portion for any one... it grows.

Ashlyn and I are married.  We are expecting our first child: we learn the sex this afternoon.

We made the decision this weekend at Beltaine, and put it into practice... we are a polyamorous couple, free to love as we will.

So far, so good.  I am thrilled to see where it goes.

Mar. 30th, 2011

raven

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I suppose It's time I mentioned it here.

On March 20th, 2011, I asked Ashlyn Nicole Hood to be my wife.  She said yes.

And so I turn the book into a new chapter.

Mar. 9th, 2011

raven

Rainy Day

It's a rainy day outside.  Real rainy.  It makes my hips throb.

But I will hold my tongue and my temper.

Promise. 

Kindness and love and other good virtues...

Noone needs a spite spitting scorpion.

Jul. 22nd, 2010

raven

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my world feels very small right now.  I'm trying to think my way past some problems, most of which can be solved by getting a second job, preferably full-time.

I just can't explain in words how little I want to do that.  *sigh*
But there's work out there.  I can do it.  I really can.  I have a good resume.  

I just need some foreward momentum.

Apr. 25th, 2010

raven

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Psst.  Ashlyn's birthday is in less than a month. Sources say she's gonna get a suprise!

In other news, been on a Revolutionary War kick lately.  Such a fascinating bit of history. What ever happened to the renaissance men that formed our nation?  Honestly, I think Obama's fantastic, but what happened to the days when presidents were writers, farmers, architects, land surveyors, and many other things all wrapped up in one?

Life-long politics, that's what happened.  We no longer have men working other careers and later moving into politics: politics are now goals from the getgo. 

EDIT: Oh wait!  I forgot!  Renaissance men/women went into hiding as PAGANS!

Mar. 22nd, 2010

raven

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Odin.  It's going to be him I have to pray to.   He affixed the wyrd to me... so he must show me the way.

Tonight... perhaps tomorrow, but likely tonight... I will pray to him for the wisdom I need, to know the path I need to follow.

But there's always a price.  And his are steep.

Mar. 14th, 2010

raven

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Can't sleep.  Future will eat me.

Mar. 13th, 2010

raven

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I've had a hell of a week.  Not sure why, just... gah.  I about had a mini-breakdown this afternoon.  There's just a lot of stress going on for me, and I'm trying so damn hard to hold everything together.  Had a great party tonight, don't get me wrong, but... man.  I need to find a way to relax.  I barely sleep.  My appetite's fading (at least I'll lose weight.)  I just want to put things down for a minute, instead of being cranky and mean and oversensitive all the time.

Sorry for the rant.

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